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		<title>hacked!</title>
		<link>http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/2010/08/12/hacked/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 12 Aug 2010 05:54:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>jean</dc:creator>
		
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		<description><![CDATA[Yikes!   This internet (and others on our shared server space, including my store, Meg&#8217;s portfolio, and Andrew&#8217;s website) got hacked &#038; infected with crappy malware or some kind of malicious self-replicating disaster, encoded in apparent gibberish.  After some frustration, and a lot of being freaked out because of having tried to be [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Yikes!   This internet (and others on our shared server space, including <a href="http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/store4/">my store</a>, <a href="http://www.megjturner.com/portfolio/">Meg&#8217;s portfolio</a>, and <a href="http://andrewoesch.com/">Andrew&#8217;s website</a>) got hacked &#038; infected with crappy malware or some kind of malicious self-replicating disaster, encoded in apparent gibberish.  After some frustration, and a lot of being freaked out because of having tried to be a responsible internet citizen and having failed (because of not updating those wordpress installations, probably&#8230;), and spending some money to make sure nothing like that happens again&#8230;  we are back in action!*</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/newyorkrubylith01.png' title='RUBYLITH'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/newyorkrubylith01.thumbnail.png' alt='RUBYLITH' /></a></p>
<p>I am totally busy with a commission, so my schedule has reverted to the &#8220;sleeping 8am-4pm, awake &#038; working the rest of the time&#8221; jammie that I slip into whenever I am <em>really</em> working.  It&#8217;s awesome!  LATE NITES.  (My brother, a scholar of Arab language &#038; culture, says, &#8220;hey, you should fast for Ramadan, your schedule is totally perfect for that!&#8221;  Except I would be missing all the awesome post-sunset feasting and socialization, because I am working in my room!) </p>
<p>upcoming: SAVE THE DATE:  print show at the <a href="http://www.bushwickprintlab.org/">Bushwick Print Lab</a> in New York City, opening Sunday, October 3rd.  Featuring an excellent passel of Providencian (&#038; former Provy) printmakers.  The title of the show is: &#8220;Pattern Factory &#8212; Symbolic Architecture and Ornamental Repeats&#8221;.  (Megabus is starting Prov-NYC service in a couple weeks, so NO EXCUSES.)</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/newyorkrubylith02.png' title='MORE RUBYLITH'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/newyorkrubylith02.thumbnail.png' alt='MORE RUBYLITH' /></a></p>
<p>This post has featured some rubylith fire-escape chasers, from the new commission in progress, for your viewing / anticipatory pleasure!</p>
<p>(* There are still some internet issues to figure out, looks like some graphics are missing, gotta update stuff&#8230; but that&#8217;ll happen after I finish this print.)</p>
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		<title>pittsburgh</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 18 Jul 2010 22:56:29 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>jean</dc:creator>
		
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[fire escape stairs in Braddock, PA]
Well, here I am in Pittsburgh, PA with Meg Turner, at the house of our awesome friends Miriam and Jeffrey, hanging out with them and their awesome cat Boris, drinking a lot of coffee, drawing a lot, working (which includes drawing, but also fiddling with the internet and trying to [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/braddockstairs.png' title='braddock stairs'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/braddockstairs.thumbnail.png' alt='braddock stairs' /></a><br />
[fire escape stairs in Braddock, PA]</p>
<p>Well, here I am in Pittsburgh, PA with <a href="http://www.megjturner.com/portfolio">Meg Turner</a>, at the house of our awesome friends <a href="http://twitter.com/miriamgoldberg">Miriam</a> and <a href="http://www.moglocoffee.com">Jeffrey</a>, hanging out with them and their awesome cat Boris, drinking a lot of coffee, drawing a lot, working (which includes drawing, but also fiddling with the internet and trying to stay in touch with everybody and keep it together), and trying to catch up on stuff.  This is kind of overwhelming, since I am trying at the same time to explore outwardly (Pittsburgh is really intriguing &#038; beautiful, lots of good biking &#038; looking at buildings) as I try to clean house work-wise &#038; inwardly (and hopefully writing some letters as well, Deb!).  I&#8217;m also working on a commissioned print that has nothing to do with Pittsburgh, or Providence for that matter, so that&#8217;s another split for my time &#038; energy.  </p>
<p>Still, it&#8217;s really good to be here and good to focus: the unaccustomed environment allows for a certain kind of inward-ness that so far feels very productive. </p>
<p>I am enjoying drawing the same thing over and over.  Drawing with pen only &#8212; no erasing (which is nice &#038; challenging, though I think I&#8217;m gonna be throwing pencil back into the mix for the next one). There&#8217;s at least one more drawing to be made of this view&#8230; maybe more?  as well as many more beautiful back alleys within five blocks of where we are staying. </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/snow_way01.png' title='snow way 1'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/snow_way01.thumbnail.png' alt='snow way 1' /></a></p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/snow_way02.png' title='snow way 2'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/snow_way02.thumbnail.png' alt='snow way 2' /></a></p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/snow_way03.png' title='snow way 3'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/snow_way03.thumbnail.png' alt='snow way 3' /></a></p>
<p>Our friends and co-collaborators <a href="http://royalnonesuch.wordpress.com/">Liz</a>, <a href="http://providence.thephoenix.com/arts/103747-majestic-mysteries/?page=1#TOPCONTENT">Meredith</a>, Delia, and <a href="http://andrewoesch.com/">Andrew O</a> are also joining us for parts of this informal residency &#8212; it&#8217;s (been) great to have them along.  Andrew is *right now* doing <a href="http://andrewoesch.com/index.php?/upcoming/from-outside-the-west/">a participatory city-building project</a> in St. George, Utah &#8212; if you are in that part of Utah, you should find him, check it out, and jump in! </p>
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<p>Here are a couple of photos from recent travels &#8212; I&#8217;ll be putting more up on <a href="http://secretdoorprojects.tumblr.com/">tumblr</a> soon. </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/gazelastairs.png' title='gazela stairs'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/gazelastairs.thumbnail.png' alt='gazela stairs' /></a><br />
Stairs down to the engine room on the tall ship <a href="http://www.gazela.org/">Gazela</a>, in Philadelphia (May 15-18, May 29-31, July 8-12: family &#038; weddings)</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/stanleybrothers.png' title='relatives?'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/stanleybrothers.thumbnail.png' alt='relatives?' /></a><br />
Tape measure brothers, or maybe uncle and nephew? at my aunt&#8217;s house in Austin, TX (June 3-7, family visit &#038; my cousin&#8217;s high school graduation)</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/housewall.png' title='a giant building, with a weird little cabin extension built out over the driveway…'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/housewall.thumbnail.png' alt='a giant building, with a weird little cabin extension built out over the driveway…' /></a><br />
in New Orleans (June 7-14, visiting Meg, learning about what it means to be hot)</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/voluntown.png' title='beautiful letters, beautiful bike!  bike trips: the best kind of traveling…'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/voluntown.thumbnail.png' alt='beautiful letters, beautiful bike!  bike trips: the best kind of traveling…' /></a><br />
Voluntown, CT (June 23-24, bike trip with my friend <a href="http://dressingdeb.blogspot.com/">Laura</a>)</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/chinatown.png' title='photo of sketchbook…'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/chinatown.thumbnail.png' alt='photo of sketchbook…' /></a><br />
Drawing from Chinatown in New York (June 29-July 1, work trip to draw &#038; take reference photos for the commission)</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/squirrelhill.png' title='sad neon'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/squirrelhill.thumbnail.png' alt='sad neon' /></a><br />
and&#8230; in Pittsburgh.  (July 13-present). </p>
<p>So yes, I have been traveling around way way way too much &#8212; there wasn&#8217;t a week since the beginning of May when I wasn&#8217;t out of town for one thing or another! Craziness. This time in Pittsburgh is a good existence in one place for a couple of weeks, and I am looking forward to an August &#038; September spent entirely in Providence.  </p>
<p>At the end of Sept/beginning of October I &#038; some other Prov/former Prov folks are going to have a print show at the <a href="http://www.bushwickprintlab.org/">Bushwick Print Lab</a> in New York.  In November I think I&#8217;m going to be back in New Orleans to do some more teaching&#8230; more info &#038; dates for both those things as they approach and as stuff gets solidified. </p>
<p>Also, I just found out that I am going to be in the <a href="http://www.risd.edu/alumni_sale.cfm">RISD alumni/student fall and winter sale</a>s!  October 9th and December 4th, respectively.  In the meantime, some of my prints are now for sale at the awesomely curated shop-of-precious-items <a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/Providence-RI/Frog-and-Toad/64259445349">Frog &#038; Toad</a>, on Hope St. in Providence (as well as still at <a href="http://craftland.myshopify.com/collections/shop">Craftland</a>).  </p>
<p>More updates later!  There is a lot more to catch up on.  I&#8217;m sorry for lacks of information about crucial projects&#8230; but I need to draw!</p>
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		<title>time, timer, timing</title>
		<link>http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/2010/04/24/time-timer-timing/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 24 Apr 2010 22:27:15 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>jean</dc:creator>
		
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It&#8217;s been a long time since I&#8217;ve written or posted anything here! and I&#8217;ve generally been neglecting my internets in general.  (with the exception of Facebook, for what it&#8217;s worth&#8230;) The translation of this is that I&#8217;ve been working really hard &#038; intensely on stuff in the physical world. 

quick list:
new orleans &#8230;

biking around, [...]]]></description>
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<p>It&#8217;s been a long time since I&#8217;ve written or posted anything here! and I&#8217;ve generally been neglecting my internets in general.  (with the exception of <a href="http://www.facebook.com/jeancozzens">Facebook</a>, for what it&#8217;s worth&#8230;) The translation of this is that I&#8217;ve been working really hard &#038; intensely on stuff in the physical world. </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/bluerunner.jpg' title='new orleans, beautiful can from the fridge at Nowe Miasto, long-opened and full of moldy beans!'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/bluerunner.thumbnail.jpg' alt='new orleans, beautiful can from the fridge at Nowe Miasto, long-opened and full of moldy beans!' /></a></p>
<p>quick list:<br />
new orleans &#8230;</p>
<ul>
<li>biking around, exploring</li>
<li>teaching (two silkscreen classes at the <a href="http://www.louisianaartworks.org/printmaking/">Louisiana Artworks Community Print Shop</a>)</li>
<li>drawing (the falstaff brewery, in N.O.) </li>
<li>taking lots of <a href="http://secretdoorprojects.tumblr.com/">pictures</a></li>
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<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/twenty-five.jpg' title='new orleans, central city neighborhood'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/twenty-five.thumbnail.jpg' alt='new orleans, central city neighborhood' /></a></p>
<p>back in Providence&#8230;</p>
<ul>
<li>drawing</li>
<li>printing (postcards, prints, posters)</li>
<li>a little bit of gardening</li>
<li>making zines</li>
<li>mixing colors, printing infinite rainbow rolls that really deserve the name</li>
<li>trying to get old projects printed so I can move on to new projects.</li>
<li>building little block cities out of a bag of woodshop scraps from Utah. </li>
<li>taking lots of pictures, realizing on return from new orleans that there are a bunch of things I like to take pictures of (hand-drawn letters, beautiful buildings, useful/weird customizations of things, falling-apart stuff) here as well!  and that I should document it somehow, and that drawing just isn&#8217;t fast enough&#8230; that the speed of the camera doesn&#8217;t imply some kind of lack of moral grounding.  I know, self-limiting thoughts, hilarious.  !
</li>
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<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/southprovidence.jpg' title='providence, off of Prairie &#038; Public streets.  they may be tearing this building down, it’s unclear…!?'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/southprovidence.thumbnail.jpg' alt='providence, off of Prairie &#038; Public streets.  they may be tearing this building down, it’s unclear…!?' /></a></p>
<p>etc?  </p>
<p>Real briefly, big developments in my life &#038; thinking have been these two: </p>
<p>&#8212; Realizing I don&#8217;t need to be an architect someday.  This may seem like a no-brainer, but for me it is a big one. Since I finished school, I had had in my head the idea that at some point I would stop making prints and go work in an architect&#8217;s office and work my way up into that kind of career&#8230; that that would be when my &#8220;real life&#8221; would start. </p>
<p>Recently, due to a number of incidents &#038; factors that all kind of piled on each other, I realized that a) I really love making prints and those challenges and sets of ideas and questions and things to explore (especially, hey, prints about buildings); b) as an artist who understands buildings, I can always work with architects and build off their deeper knowledge and learn more from them and add something to their understandings (even in traditional architectural practice, architects hardly ever work alone, they are always collaborating with other architects, engineers, specialists, etc!); c) that I can always work on buildings but under a collaborative and co-learning model, not trying to fit the way I work into the hierarchy of an office (very intimidating to me), and not being limited by &#8220;architecture&#8217;s&#8221; rigid separation between designing and building. </p>
<p>With the idea in mind that I was someday going to stop printing and change paths, I wasn&#8217;t really letting myself give all my energy to print stuff&#8230; now I sense a re-focusing and a shifting of my attention, and expansion of energy&#8230; it&#8217;s very exciting.  We&#8217;ll see what comes out of it.  !! </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/plantsale2010.jpg' title='drawing for plant sale poster 2010!'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/plantsale2010.thumbnail.jpg' alt='drawing for plant sale poster 2010!' /></a></p>
<p>&#8212; A friend ribbed me that &#8220;For the past five years, you&#8217;ve been making the same thing!&#8221; Aha, a sensitive spot!</p>
<blockquote><p> Like all writers, he measured the achievements of others by what they had accomplished, asking of them that they measure him by what he envisaged or planned.
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<p>(Borges, <em>The Secret Miracle</em>)</p>
<p>Thinking about this, I realized that I have, for the past bunch of years, actually just been executing ideas that I originally had two or five or eight years ago&#8230; that I have kind of been a carrier-out of my own ideas, as opposed to an artist working in the present with what I am thinking about now&#8230; ideas I have now are pushed off till later (&#8221;till I finish the projects I already planned&#8221;) and sometimes get forgotten or shoved away entirely.  Not the best of situations! So along with focusing my energy on printing instead of on a vague and not-really-desired future as an architect, I am finishing up long-standing projects and trying to get to a place where I can work more directly on ideas I have now&#8230;</p>
<p>Okay, so this could get into a much longer ramble about thoughts for the future and specific projects and etc. that I know you all want to know about&#8230; but I really need to get to printing!!!  The upshot is, still working, still thinking, same projects, new motivation, new projects, new ideas pouring in all the time, can I keep up with them?  Probably not, but I&#8217;m still trying.  </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/loves_printing.jpg' title='can I get a little figurine made of this?'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/loves_printing.thumbnail.jpg' alt='can I get a little figurine made of this?' /></a>[attempt on the left by me; drawing on the right by <a href="http://sawdustandglitter.com/">Lena</a>, inspired by San-X, there is a singing worm from the worm-bin next to me; in background, new <a href="http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/2009/12/21/finishing-prints-part-ii/">Industrial Trust Building</a> postcards!]</p>
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Helpful Tools note: </p>
<p>I have started using an internet-based work timer called <a href="http://slimtimer.com">SlimTimer</a>, which <a href="http://www.arleyrosetorsone.com/">Arley-Rose</a> told me about&#8230; I was skeptical at first, having had limited success with &#8217;systems&#8217; which are supposed to help you manage your time&#8230; but whoa, being able to know how long I actually spend on things is actually CHANGING MY LIFE. </p>
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<p>Also, Meg Turner &#038; I are gonna be selling our work at the spring <a href="http://www.risd.edu/alumni_sale.cfm">RISD alumni art sale</a>!  Saturday May 1st, 10am-4pm, Benefit St, Providence.  Directions are at the link&#8230;  come by &#038; say hi even if you&#8217;re broke!  I will have cheap postcards/small prints and zines for sale, as well as some older/larger/more expensive work too.  Meg will be bringing her gorgeous photogravures (some new &#038; some old), as well as new screenprints, up from New Orleans.  Hooray for ART!</p>
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		<title>secret store! + photo aggregation</title>
		<link>http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/2010/03/06/secret-store-photo-aggregation/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 07 Mar 2010 03:48:52 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>jean</dc:creator>
		
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After a ton of figuring out &#038; tinkering &#038; messing around &#038; adjusting &#038; learning learning learning learning learning, I finally got the long-promised internet store up &#038; running!  It&#8217;s not totally perfect yet, but it&#8217;s at least in a state that I feel comfortable with showing to the world&#8230; so&#8230; here ya go! [...]]]></description>
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<p>After a ton of figuring out &#038; tinkering &#038; messing around &#038; adjusting &#038; learning learning learning learning learning, I finally got the long-promised internet store up &#038; running!  It&#8217;s not totally perfect yet, but it&#8217;s at least in a state that I feel comfortable with showing to the world&#8230; so&#8230; here ya go! </p>
<p><a href="http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/store/">secret store!</a></p>
<p>I&#8217;ll be adding a couple of prints to it every monday, some old finds <a href="http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/2010/02/01/epic-organization/">from the archives</a>, some new work hopefully!  It has its own RSS feed, so subscribe to find out about new stuff, tell your friends, spread the word&#8230; YES.  (and of course let me know if you find any broken links or problems as you click around there!)</p>
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<p>Also, I&#8217;ve started putting images &#8212; photos, process shots, drawing tidbits, neat things I see (mostly buildings &#038; letterforms), and some details of finished prints &#8212; up here on <a href="http://secretdoorprojects.tumblr.com/">tumblr</a>&#8230;</p>
<p><a href='http://secretdoorprojects.tumblr.com/' title='tumblr screenshot'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/03/tumblrshot.thumbnail.png' alt='tumblr screenshot' /></a></p>
<p>&#8230; which I like a lot so far.  It&#8217;s letting me post images that don&#8217;t really need a update post for themselves&#8230; hopefully it&#8217;ll reduce the amount of random stuff that goes up here, &#038; eventually make an interesting narrative/collection/aggregation in its own right.  It&#8217;s been useful to read back over this updates site to remember what I was thinking about &#038; what was going on in my life at various times&#8230; I think the photo collection page will become worthwhile in the same way. </p>
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<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/03/yeahyeahrubylith.png' title='rubylith insanity'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/03/yeahyeahrubylith.thumbnail.png' alt='rubylith insanity' /></a></p>
<p>Okay that&#8217;s it, I am working on crazy rubylith (seen above), about to go teach a silkscreen class (or two) in New Orleans at <a href="http://www.louisianaartworks.org/printmaking/">Louisiana Artworks</a> (if you are there you should take it!), trying to get a last bunch of stuff organized &#038; together before I leave!  I am kind of broke so all I will be able to do when I am there, besides teach, is sit on the sidewalk &#038; draw&#8230; which I am actually pretty much delighted about.  Constraints!</p>
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		<title>drawing in new orleans!</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 17 Feb 2010 12:15:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I got stuck in New Orleans for five extra days last week, because of the many feet of snow that fell on the mid-atlantic cities, blocking all airport connections.  So I got some extra time down there to draw, watch the Saints win the super bowl, build a loft with Meg in her room, [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I got stuck in New Orleans for five extra days last week, because of the many feet of snow that fell on the mid-atlantic cities, blocking all airport connections.  So I got some extra time down there to draw, watch the Saints win the super bowl, build a loft with Meg in her room, and work a little bit more on a new print.  It wasn&#8217;t really *warm*, but we did get some good sunny days, and it was really good to be there.</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/happyskeptic.png' title='post breakfast'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/happyskeptic.thumbnail.png' alt='post breakfast' /></a><br />
[looking skeptical, but actually feeling great, on a typical street in the Bywater neighborhood&#8230; my facial expressions rarely correspond to the internal emotions!]</p>
<p>Going through the photos of this trip and my visit in December, I realized there are way too many to put up here, and I should probably finally bite the bullet and make an account on flickr or something like that&#8230; but for now, here are just a couple of pictures/notes. </p>
<p>My experience with metal-plate-based printing is very slim: I made a couple of drypoints back in 2002 as part of a wintersession class that I partially audited before fleeing Providence (heartbroken!) on a two-week greyhound-bus Punch &#038; Judy tour.  Now, Meg is running <a href="http://www.louisianaartworks.org/printmaking/">a community printshop</a> at an arts non-profit in New Orleans, and they have two large etching presses&#8230; so one of my goals for visiting was to print those drypoints again, and to work on a new plate&#8230; or two&#8230; or however far I got.   </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/factory.png' title='meg’s favorite factory'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/factory.thumbnail.png' alt='meg’s favorite factory' /></a></p>
<p>I&#8217;ve been really drawn towards just looking &#038; drawing, as I&#8217;ve written about here before, and I had an idea about  drawing directly on the printing plate&#8230;  Well, this was more complicated than I thought it would be, because it&#8217;s very hard to see what you are drawing in the shiny metal, and even harder to understand how it&#8217;s going to print. </p>
<p>Sitting outside and drawing the factory was really rewarding, but the technical demands of the plate made those rewards fewer and farther between.  You scratch a line in the metal - it feels like it was deep enough - but it might print really lightly, or really darkly &#8212; it&#8217;s hard to tell&#8230; and you can&#8217;t tell for sure until you pull a print from it, which is a bike ride and 45 minutes of work (at least) away.</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/factorydwgi.png' title='preliminary pencil drawing and metal plate with tools…'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/factorydwgi.thumbnail.png' alt='preliminary pencil drawing and metal plate with tools…' /></a><br />
[left: preliminary drawing on paper, and right: beginning to transfer it to the plate]</p>
<p>I guess I should say that it&#8217;s hard to tell *for me*, a beginner. Also, it&#8217;s really hard for me to feel like a total beginner at something: and the learning curve is pretty steep here, at the point where I am, and in this process which is ancient and demanding.  Right?  So, I can go easy on myself.  Or, I would like to be able to&#8230;</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/factorydwgii.jpg' title='reflection &#038; scratched lines…'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/factorydwgii.thumbnail.jpg' alt='reflection &#038; scratched lines…' /></a><br />
[out-of-focus scratched lines in the plate&#8230;]</p>
<p>The initial proofs look good, but I&#8217;ve got a ways to go&#8230; somewhat like all my other projects right now&#8230; argh.  I don&#8217;t know why I expect anything different, at this point.  My friend Sandy, who recently moved to New Orleans, brought up the idea of doing a series of prints about the city&#8230; I would like to&#8230; maybe studies of building details, especially of awnings and overhangs&#8230; I took some pictures while I was there for source material&#8230; but there are so many things I am trying to do!</p>
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<p>Here&#8217;s Meg&#8217;s loft under construction (for some reason there are no pictures of it completed - yet):</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/megdrill.png' title='meg with the drill'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/megdrill.thumbnail.png' alt='meg with the drill' /></a><br />
[yeah, we know you are supposed to use nails and not screws to hold joist hangers &#8212; but she wants to be able to take the whole thing apart and re-assemble it, if need be&#8230;]<br />
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		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Feb 2010 08:02:47 +0000</pubDate>
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I&#8217;ve been spending the past two days up in the studio working on organizing &#038; sorting out my flat file &#038; print storage shelves (assisted on Saturday by one of my awesome interns, Kate!). This is partly to take advantage of the ever-recurring January potential of &#8220;new year, new beginnings&#8221;, and partly to get ready [...]]]></description>
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<p>I&#8217;ve been spending the past two days up in the studio working on organizing &#038; sorting out my flat file &#038; print storage shelves (assisted on Saturday by one of my awesome interns, Kate!). This is partly to take advantage of the ever-recurring January potential of &#8220;new year, new beginnings&#8221;, and partly to get ready for the secret door projects store, aka. &#8220;secret store!&#8221;, which is now actually about 80% in existence &#038; officially coming soon.  To have a store, I have to know what I actually have to sell, right? </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/flatfile02.png' title='…all spread out on the floor…'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/flatfile02.thumbnail.png' alt='…all spread out on the floor…' /></a></p>
<p>Well, it turns out that I have more than I thought I did&#8230; In sorting out the flat file, I turned up some edition copies of the <a href="http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/printsandposters/2002/vamericanwoolenco.html">American Woolen Co.</a> print (which I didn&#8217;t even think I had any of for my own archives!), some good copies of the <a href="http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/printsandposters/2002/vmachinedowntown.html">Knitting Machine - Providence</a> print, some perfect copies of the <a href="http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/printsandposters/2006/hbml.html">Happy Birthday Mike Leslie</a> print, a couple of edition copies (plus some artist proofs) of the <a href="http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/printsandposters/2005/vknittingmachinemoca.html">Knitting Machine - MassMoCA</a> print&#8230; plus a bunch of other stuff that I thought I was entirely out of, or only had mis-prints or damaged prints remaining. </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/flatfile03.png' title='…don’t trip!'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/flatfile03.thumbnail.png' alt='…don’t trip!' /></a></p>
<p>All this will be in the store when it is up!  Which should be (I say tentatively) by this coming Sunday.  It would be up sooner, except I am headed to New Orleans tomorrow morning &#038; I&#8217;m hopefully gonna be drawing, printing, &#038; taking pictures (and maybe building some stuff) the whole time I am there.  </p>
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<p>also notable in the past week or so: </p>
<p>&#8220;Hunter Plaid Perspective&#8221;</p>
<p>feat. Serena &#038; Will:<br />
<a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/hunterplaid01.png' title='pattern in perspective I'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/hunterplaid01.thumbnail.png' alt='pattern in perspective I' /></a></p>
<p>and then Serena, Meg, &#038; Will (we found another shirt!):<br />
<a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/hunterplaid02.png' title='pattern in perspective II'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/hunterplaid02.thumbnail.png' alt='pattern in perspective II' /></a></p>
<p>[these images are a photo response to: &#8220;<a href="http://prettyalright.com/751/r-u-a-team-player">R U A Team Player?</a>&#8220;]</p>
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&#8230;and, last but not least, they have been tearing down the remaining 195 highway.  The steel framework surrounding the painted concrete columns had been providing reinforcement for its crumbling structure&#8230;. </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/195demo.png' title='wickenden st. / point st. overpass'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/195demo.thumbnail.png' alt='wickenden st. / point st. overpass' /></a></p>
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		<title>idea appetizers</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 28 Jan 2010 23:05:47 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Way too many of my thoughts yearn towards interesting projects that I hope to do sometime in the future.  Most of them, I can&#8217;t even think about starting: I already have a huge pile of unfinished projects on my plate already, that I&#8217;m also really excited about.   I&#8217;m not complaining: it would [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Way too many of my thoughts yearn towards interesting projects that I hope to do sometime in the future.  Most of them, I can&#8217;t even think about starting: I already have a huge pile of unfinished projects on my plate already, that I&#8217;m also really excited about.   I&#8217;m not complaining: it would be way worse to have no ideas than to have too many ideas.  </p>
<p>It&#8217;s risky to put up images of projects that are still in the realm of intention&#8230; but here are two things that I&#8217;m excited about right now.  </p>
<p>First, this one is really gonna happen: the drawing below (a detail is shown, in progress!) is going to become a print for <a href="http://tinyshowcase.com/">Tiny Showcase</a>.  This driveway and its surrounding houses are located in South Providence.</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/soprov_drawing.png' title='south providence houses'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/soprov_drawing.thumbnail.png' alt='south providence houses' /></a></p>
<p>I&#8217;ve been talking with Shea&#8217;la for way too long about doing a print with them, and I&#8217;ve kept starting and stopping various attempts&#8230; this is for real.  It&#8217;s going to be a digital print, not a screenprint! Shocking. I&#8217;m excited that it will reproduce the pencil drawing in all its messy precise detailed obscured glory&#8230; along the lines of my general recent interest in drawing over making color separations, and because other people seem to be getting psyched about the drawings too.   I&#8217;ll put up some kind of advance notice when it is going to come out, so those who desire to do so can get the jump on the release! </p>
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<p>Okay, then we have this stuff which is really just a germ of an idea.</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/st_teresas02.png' title='st. teresa’s through the window'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/st_teresas02.thumbnail.png' alt='st. teresa’s through the window' /></a></p>
<p>This is what I see out my kitchen window in the early mornings when I have stayed up all night.  There are four things that intrigue me about making this view into a print: </p>
<p>1)  The steeple is of St. Teresa&#8217;s, a Catholic church in a neighborhood that once was entirely Catholic&#8230; up till recently, there were four active Catholic churches, two with attached nunneries, within about an eight-block radius right around here.  These all had different ethnicities, congregations, &#038; cultural connections: French nuns vs. Polish nuns, etc.  (Mark, if you want to add anything to the history here, jump in!)  St. Teresa&#8217;s shows up in these postcards I made last year of the view down Manton Ave:  </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/manton_ave_postcard.png' title='manton avenue &#038; st. teresa’s church, fall 2008'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/manton_ave_postcard.thumbnail.png' alt='manton avenue &#038; st. teresa’s church, fall 2008' /></a></p>
<p>and also in <a href="http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/printsandposters/2006/vivimos.html">this anti-gentrification poster</a> that I made in 2006. </p>
<p>A couple of years ago, St. Teresa&#8217;s was closed due to falling numbers of congregants and no revenues (this being a pretty low-income area).  There are still a food pantry and other social services operating out of the church, but no religious activity. You can see from the photos that it has now lost the cross from atop its steeple&#8230;</p>
<p>Apparently, because of the building&#8217;s structural problems and the lack of congregation, the diocese wants to tear it down.  Some people in the neighborhood are gearing up to work on preserving the building, and possibly finding another use or uses for it.  I am not Catholic, but the church holds a very important place in my geography, so I would hate to see it disappear.  It&#8217;s on a main street, at the center of the neighborhood; I pass it on my bike ride home once I get to the crest of the hill; it has great wide steps for sitting on; its steeple can be seen from all over and marks my house for me when looking out from Federal Hill or Smith Hill.  It&#8217;s no great shakes as a landmark building or anything like that, but it has historical meaning as a monument to the working people of the neighborhood who lived around it, and whose contributions &#038; donations built it.  I would like to make a print of it that was not about its Catholic holiness or authority, but about its place in the fabric of the neighborhood and its role in people&#8217;s lives&#8230; This might become that print.  </p>
<p>2) I&#8217;m drawn to views out of, and compositions framed by, windows seen in perspective (as in the photo above).  In this case, it would fit well with the subject matter, because I am thinking about the church as seen from the neighborhood&#8230; </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/st_teresas.png' title='st. teresa’s church, olneyville'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/st_teresas.thumbnail.png' alt='st. teresa’s church, olneyville' /></a></p>
<p>3) For a long time I&#8217;ve been interested in this kind of sky, how luminous it is, how the colors fade into each other and into the glowing white, and how the heck could you screenprint something like that and make it that beautiful?  I have some ideas.  I like the challenge.  </p>
<p>4) I really like the split and the balance between the glowing sky and the buildings below it that are cast into dimness&#8230; they are dark, but they are not totally black, they have tones and shadows and colors.  I want to do more work with subtle changes in value and hue, to create this pre-dawn landscape, and then to balance it with the luminous sky.  Similar scenes can be seen to the west in the evenings&#8230; I&#8217;ve thought of doing a series of those hill-top sunset views&#8230;</p>
<p>Aagcgk.  Anyways, so many projects.  Some of them will someday get done.  Keep working.  It&#8217;s okay!</p>
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<p>(this post is to tide you over, dear readers, while I work on finishing the web store, which is getting close to being done, but not there yet! I have learned a lot about wordpress &#038; php in the past month; not entirely, but partly, by <a href="http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/2009/12/31/linear-logic/">&#8220;looking at it and figuring it out&#8221;</a>.  it&#8217;s been fun!) </p>
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<p>I&#8217;m headed to New Orleans again in a couple of days, which is crazy because I totally really can&#8217;t afford plane tickets, but you do what you gotta do!  This time I&#8217;m crossing my fingers that it won&#8217;t rain the whole time, and that I&#8217;ll be able to make some drawings, work on a collaboration with <a href="http://www.megjturner.com">Meg</a>, and do some intensive screenprinting and maybe some wheatpasting.  I&#8217;m also hoping to re-print some drypoint plates that I made in 2001 (!) and work on new plates.  WE WILL SEE.  Projects. Places.  yikes!</p>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 09 Jan 2010 22:03:11 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I am looking for someone to help me out with logistics, print organization, outreach, communications.  This could range from schedule problem-solving to hanging out while studio cleanup happens, to doing publicity &#038; helping put me in touch with galleries or publishers or people like that. If you&#8217;re interested in learning about screenprinting, meticulous analog [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I am looking for someone to help me out with logistics, print organization, outreach, communications.  This could range from schedule problem-solving to hanging out while studio cleanup happens, to doing publicity &#038; helping put me in touch with galleries or publishers or people like that. If you&#8217;re interested in learning about screenprinting, meticulous analog art methods, and perspective drawing, I can help you out there!  You could also have access to the studio here to work on print projects of your own.   It&#8217;s unpaid, but perks of the position include bottomless coffee, good company, cookies and homemade bread&#8230;  and of course prints. </p>
<p>&#8230; get in touch if you&#8217;re interested!</p>
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		<title>linear logic</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 31 Dec 2009 09:00:11 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[So, I am working on finally, finally, finally building the long-awaited &#038; much-discussed web store for secret door projects (and friends).  This means spending a lot of time in the spot seen in the photo below, &#038; breaking my brain somewhat trying to wrap it around the linear logic of the computer. 

As a [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>So, I am working on finally, finally, finally building the long-awaited &#038; much-discussed web store for secret door projects (and friends).  This means spending a lot of time in the spot seen in the photo below, &#038; breaking my brain somewhat trying to wrap it around the linear logic of the computer. </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/computer_station.png' title='my drawing desk, taken over by the computer.'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/computer_station.png' alt='my drawing desk, taken over by the computer.' /></a></p>
<p>As a high schooler in the early 90s, I was psyched to be the only female-bodied person in the (somewhat smelly) computer room learning QBasic &#038; other simple programming languages.  I got a lot of encouragement for being there: I was the &#8216;token&#8217; that everyone was proud of.  Computers weren&#8217;t my strength &#8212; but the logic was really intriguing to me, I had a lot of determination, and with good concentration &#038; good explanation, I could eventually figure it out and make some cool things happen.  </p>
<p>I now know that it is a rare delight to find someone who has a) the capacity for a deep understanding of a logical language, and b) the patience to give a thorough explanation of how it works. Sixteen years later, as I struggle with computer-programming-type things, I constantly see the calm &#038; gentle face of my ninth-grade computer teacher, Matt Zipin, next to me, and hear the soft tones of his voice going over something with me (probably for the second or third time).  </p>
<p>There is nothing in the world like an amazing teacher. </p>
<p>Now, lacking a patient and logical person to explain things, I find myself driven only by my determination, and guided only by various how-tos and written instructions (freely available but sometimes cryptic).  It&#8217;s not <em>hard</em> in itself, all the elements are simple enough (I think), but the issue is that I <em>must</em> move forward in linear ways in order to make any perceptible progress. </p>
<p>Today I finally made a list of what my goals are for the store, in programming and in style, what I need to accomplish to satisfy myself that the site is good.  As I was doing so, the realization rushed over me that this kind of computer work feels the same as the last stages of working on a print.  When I&#8217;m almost done with the transparencies for a print, I write down very specifically what I have to finish before they will be ready to shoot, usually by color / transparency:</p>
<ul>
<li>blue:</li>
<ul>
<li>finish sky/cloud details</li>
<li>reflections on metal</li>
</ul>
<li>brown:</li>
<ul>
<li>tree trunks</li>
<li>scratch out texture in roofs</li>
<li>fix mistake in large &#8220;L&#8221; (ink)</li>
</ul>
<li>etc.</li>
</ul>
<p>&#8230;something like that.  Then I move through the list, checking things off as I go, forcing myself to work on the next thing on the list, adding more items if necessary, until they are all done.  That type of concentration is unnatural to me, and it can be pretty grueling. </p>
<p>That comes only at the end, though &#8212; through most of my working process I am jumping around from place to place on the drawing, then from transparency to transparency, returning to the drawing, pencil to ink to rubylith and back.  Sometimes I&#8217;ll tell people that I like the strange connections that get made by those jumps; &#8220;the way of working creates the nature of the work&#8221;, &#8220;it builds upon itself&#8221;, etc.  </p>
<p>That is bullshit, though, because ultimately that is really just how my brain works &#8212; I don&#8217;t have another strategy.  When I&#8217;m drawing or working in that stage, the hand-tool-eye-paper-brain combo takes its own paths and I kind of follow along.  It&#8217;s peaceful, intense, focused, and spaced-out all at the same time.  After a couple of hours I look up and: &#8220;Hey! There&#8217;s a drawing! Sweet!&#8221;   I&#8217;ll lay out some aspects of the composition ahead of time, but I don&#8217;t plan &#8216;how to draw it&#8217; in advance: because I can&#8217;t. </p>
<p>(I can&#8217;t make a preliminary outline for a piece of writing, either, to save my life &#8212; I have to write a bunch of stuff, move it around, edit it, re-read a bunch of times, etc. Only then can I pull together what the complete sense is, and consciously refine the form around an idea.)</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/neworleanssketch1.png' title='drawing made in new orleans, partly in the rain!'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/neworleanssketch1.thumbnail.png' alt='drawing made in new orleans, partly in the rain!' /></a><br />
<em>drawn on the street in new orleans: begun on a rainy day, finished on a clear one.</em></p>
<p>This jumping-about method doesn&#8217;t really work when approaching a numerically logical system, nor, especially, when approaching the construction of such a system.  There&#8217;s room for a little bit of what <a href="http://fujichia.com/">Jacob</a> calls &#8220;being a clicker&#8221;, messing around and seeing what happens.  That&#8217;s usually what I do mostly&#8230; and this can offer eventual results (like the current form of this website)&#8230; but it takes a long time.  And in dealing with an actual programming language &#8212; not just markup code and stylesheets &#8212; it might not actually ever work.  </p>
<p>Last spring, struggling with setting up a janky wordpress plugin on a website for somebody else, I was in tears in frustration with myself at my inability to understand what was going on.  A friend who was advising me said, &#8220;I mean, come on Jean, go easy on yourself! PHP is a high-level programming language: you can&#8217;t just expect to look at it and immediately understand what&#8217;s going on.&#8221;  At the time, I was furious and felt that he was belittling me.  </p>
<p>Thinking about his words now, as I tangle with PHP again (still with no training or real logical background, but maybe with a little less insecurity) I realize that he was right: that is exactly what I am doing. Why? Because that is what works for me in the other work that I do.  I look at the drawing or the image or the building in front of me &#8212; I learn as much about it as I can, seeking out all the corners and details and information available in a non-linear way, making multiple intuitive connections &#8212; I make lines and shapes and marks and notes &#8212; and something coherent (and possibly even beautiful!) appears. </p>
<p>I look at it, and it sorts itself into an order that tells me what to do with it and how to do it.  </p>
<p>As the architect <a href="http://leonarchi.free.fr/Observation/PAROLES%20D%27ARCHITECTES/089F3005-E049-49EB-AA6B-4DE20545CFA8_files/Studio%20for%20a%20musician.png">John Hejduk</a> says, &#8220;The lead of the architect&#8217;s pencil disappears. Where does it go? Then a line appears on the paper.&#8221;  It is undoubtedly magical.  It&#8217;s what I&#8217;ve done all my life.  It&#8217;s the most prosaic motion; of scratching the pencil over the paper, of feeling the ends of boards with fingertips to ensure that they are cut to the same length.  I have no idea how it works. </p>
<p>Can I work with PHP in the same way?  How much patience do I have to approach it in a strictly linear fashion?  And&#8230; is it worth it to discipline my brain to a completely different way of thinking, when I am already &#8220;good&#8221; at something else?  </p>
<p>&#8230;well&#8230;</p>
<p>The answer to the first question is probably &#8220;No, not really&#8221;. The answer to the second question is, &#8220;Don&#8217;t forget to eat and make sure to get enough sleep&#8221;. And the answer to that last question has gotta be &#8220;Yes&#8221;&#8230; or else I wouldn&#8217;t be still sitting here in front of the computer.  </p>
<p>My ninth-grade self is super proud of me. </p>
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<p>[hey! jean! writing this has been a lovely and somewhat comforting digression, and has helped you sort it out a little&#8230; now get back to actually dealing with what you are trying to get done!]</p>
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		<title>*finishing* prints, part II.</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Anticipatory snapshot of the transparencies for the Industrial Trust Bldg prints.  

(The postcard version, seen at upper right, is still un-finished&#8230;)  These transparencies were made at Faces, which is a great graphic output place here in Prov; they can print transparencies that are solid black and perfectly aligned (unlike a photocopy or laser [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Anticipatory snapshot of the transparencies for the Industrial Trust Bldg prints.  </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009facestransparencies.png' title='sweet solid black transparencies!'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009facestransparencies.thumbnail.png' alt='sweet solid black transparencies!' /></a></p>
<p>(The postcard version, seen at upper right, is still un-finished&#8230;)  These transparencies were made at <a href="http://www.facesimaging.com/">Faces</a>, which is a great graphic output place here in Prov; they can print transparencies that are solid black and perfectly aligned (unlike a photocopy or laser printout, where the blacks will always be slightly transparent and the image will always be a little distorted).  With the small detail and close tolerances of this print, the fancy transparencies were totally worth it. </p>
<p>I printed the first color on the Industrial Trust Building prints, then took a break and did the second chapter of a screenprinting workshop for artist mentors at <a href="http://www.newurbanarts.org/">New Urban Arts</a>.  The awesome <a href="http://emmybright.com/">Emmy Bright</a> (with squeegee below), who is a recent arrival in Providence and an Arts Mentoring Fellow at NUA, set it up, organized the logistical aspects, drove me (and prints) around town, fed me, and in general helped me out SO MUCH during the end of November/beginning of December! A million thanks!!! </p>
<p>At the workshop, we printed the postcard-sized skyscrapers on STICKER PAPER. </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009nuaprinting.png' title='transparent blue…'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009nuaprinting.thumbnail.png' alt='transparent blue…' /></a></p>
<p>We ran out of time, and since the plasticky sticker paper doesn&#8217;t absorb any ink, a hairdryer was pulled into action to get these dry enough to take home. </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009nuahairdrying.png' title='hairdrying the stickers'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009nuahairdrying.thumbnail.png' alt='hairdrying the stickers' /></a></p>
<p>Here we are achieving some good eye-breaking-ness!! (plus awesome clouds via rainbow-roll experimentation.)  I was pretty exhausted &#038; running on pure will at this point; pushing hard to get the larger skyscraper prints done before the <a href="http://www.craftlandshow.com/">Craftland</a> opening on December 5th.  This session of printing fun stickers &#8212; in order to demonstrate alignment using a hinged plastic sheet &#8212; gave me confidence that the prints would look good, and got me psyched again about screenprinting&#8217;s magical ability to create images that people love.  </p>
<p>One of the participants also said later that they were glad to get to print an image of mine, instead of a random thing that someone had just come up with as a demonstration&#8230; that it showed them the possibilities of what could be achieved.  I know what that feeling is like from the learning side of things &#8212; when seeing an example of work in a new medium, you want to be inspired by awesomeness, kicked in the pants to get out there &#038; make more awesomeness yourself.  It&#8217;s eye-opening to me to realize that my work can play that role in people&#8217;s lives&#8230; I am flattered and touched and it&#8217;s super meaningful.  Thank you, Sarah, Jadrian, and Emmy, for being part of this night! and also for having patience with my sleep-deprived wackiness. </p>
<p>Watch out for these guys around town, your eyes might get broken.  </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009nuasorting.png' title='crazy stickers.'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009nuasorting.thumbnail.png' alt='crazy stickers.' /></a></p>
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<hr/>
<p>From here on out it was a race to the finish line, another day and a half of nonstop printing. </p>
<p>Born of necessity, innovation:</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009innovation01.png' title='drywall screw handle'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009innovation01.thumbnail.png' alt='drywall screw handle' /></a></p>
<p>A drywall screw driven into the side of the screen frame, with paper rolled &#038; taped around it, allows you to easily lift up a screen that is smaller than your printing table, and/or that can&#8217;t be positioned so an edge sticks off the table for easy grabbin&#8217;.  The paper roll rotates around the screw, so you can handle it to move the screen up and down over and over again without wearing your skin off. </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009innovation02.png' title='screen handle closeup'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009innovation02.thumbnail.png' alt='screen handle closeup' /></a></p>
<p>Printing prison&#8230;</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009printingskyscrapers.png' title='moving along…'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009printingskyscrapers.thumbnail.png' alt='moving along…' /></a></p>
<p>I offered myself the possibility that I could stop printing these in the middle of the run, if I got totally exhausted.  I decided not to &#8212; my track record with finishing interrupted print runs is not good &#8212; it&#8217;s generally taken me a year or more to complete them.  So, even when I was totally beat, in the early morning of a sleepless night before the deadline for which I only really needed 50 or so prints, a couple more hours of pushing through the run looked a lot better than a year of an unfinished project hanging over my head.  So, there are now 345 of these! in 5 different colorways.  Man oh man. </p>
<p>After going through the process of mixing the transparent shadows for the Durruti prints, I had a real sense of competence with the transparent colors here, and got psyched about being super picky.  This is the moment of the final color decision for the blue shadow on the gray-sky skyscraper (with rejected color variants lying below):</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009morecolortests.png' title='looking at transparent colors again…'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009morecolortests.thumbnail.png' alt='looking at transparent colors again…' /></a></p>
<p>Cutting the &#8216;tails&#8217; off at <a href="http://black-cat-graphics.com/">Jim&#8217;s shop</a>, with the giant guillotine:</p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009guillotine.png' title='two-handed guillotine'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009guillotine.thumbnail.png' alt='two-handed guillotine' /></a></p>
<p>Emmy, still rocking hard as the &#8220;print caddy&#8221;, dropped me and prints off at Craftland&#8230;  </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009craftlandsort.png' title='safely delivered to Craftland…'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009craftlandsort.thumbnail.png' alt='safely delivered to Craftland…' /></a></p>
<p>&#8230; and I sat down and put the barcode labels on them just as <a href="http://inkape.com/">Alec Thibodeau</a> was beginning to hang the &#8216;print wall&#8217;.   </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009craftlandhang.png' title='hanging it up.'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009craftlandhang.thumbnail.png' alt='hanging it up.' /></a></p>
<p>I think I have accepted the fact that I live almost my entire life in the realm of the &#8220;Just In Time&#8221;.  I could beat myself up about this under-the-wire, deadline-focused scenario every time that it happens&#8230; which is pretty often&#8230; but really I&#8217;d rather just be psyched about what I do get done, apologize &#038; offer beautiful prints to the people who get inconvenienced, &#038; keep going.  </p>
<p><a href='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009bridge.png' title='I-195 bridge over the providence river'><img src='http://www.secretdoorprojects.org/updates/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/122009bridge.thumbnail.png' alt='I-195 bridge over the providence river' /></a></p>
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